White teeth!

thanks to Nico, i’m pretty much obsessed with dental hygiene these days. i started a little routine that includes flossing and gargling mouth wash every night on top of brushing teeth like usual. and then! a couple days ago i bought crest dental whitestrips. i’m on day 4 right now but i only did them once yesterday so i guess i’m technically still on day 3. it’s weird how the booklet says it’s best to not brush immediately before putting them on, but whatever works. hopefully i’ll see whiter teeth in a couple days :D

vegas next weekend!! yayyyyy~ doode, i just realized! next week i’ll be officially out of college for a year!! omg, time flies. it’s crazy.

over the past couple weeks i’ve been semi-depressed slash freaking out over… life. cliché i know. usually i’m a happy go lucky type of person who worries very little about anything, but as i told Nico earlier today (and my sister a couple weeks ago), i really feel that everyone around me is moving forward after college and i’m just… staying still. people are getting their own apartments, getting cars, awesome job offers and doing things they absolutely love. where as i’m not doing anything with my life. few people who are close to me know the real reason why and yet i feel that i am only making excuses for myself.

on the other hand, i’m most likely just creating problems that really aren’t really “problems” to begin with.

let’s put it this way. i’m happy with my life. i’ve said it over and over again and i really am happy. why the worries? isn’t life ultimately just a pursuit of happiness? it’s like trying on dresses. you wish you fit into a size 6, even though you look great in a size 8. why waste time worrying about fitting into smaller sizes if you look great the way you are?

okay, i feel better better now :)

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