I will not be forgotten

last night i dreamed of something i had feared all along: a conviction. i woke up calm, but the first thing i did was to make sure it was a dream. it felt so real. it felt like i have finally accepted everything and i was in an odd state of serenity.

“listen to your conscience”

upon reading my fortune i paused and wondered if it really meant what i thought it meant. i listen, but what is my conscience really telling me? have i been ignoring it all along or have i been simply following what its saying?

you were always there to vindicate my wrongs, to quiet my restless soul, still my beating heart. you are my hero, my friend, my sanctuary. you stimulate my thoughts, pushing to make the most out of life, and to never settle down for less. you are someone to look up to. you showed me how to live. you are irreplaceable. you are unique.

July 31st, 2007